its about that time...

its about that time.
its friday night, 12:40 AM-I am sitting here in the hotel applying for a job at western carolina, where hopefully (if a get a job!) i will be volunteering with CO next year. How funny it is that I would be applying for a job right before I leave?

Well, tonight I got to have dinner with the whole fam at one of my fav places to eat- it was bittersweet. I think Emily is having alot of responsibility thrown on her at once, then Im here, the fam is here, all that makes is hard to find balance..then we went to the project social, and I wasnt feeling it. All the fun and cheer didnt sink in, I was thinking, tomorrow Ill be gone, this isnt reality yet, all that kinda stuff. But tonight we got back and had family time, a time the whole ccp team gets together and is real with eachother. It made tomorrow alot easier knowing how other people share the same fears and stuff as me.

Right now i am anxious, just want to be there safe. I dont want to get a nosebleed, and I def dont want to crash...so pray for safety!!!!

Getting up at 6:50 is going to be hard...oh yeah, thanks to josh b., he gave me half a suitcase and I was about 2 pounds under in each!!!! :)